I already knew that life with a baby was not always going to be simple. And that I was not going to sit on that pink cloud forever, of course. But yesterday I really fell off and my pink cloud turned into a thundercloud.

Sometimes it really floundering here runnende keep a household, take care of a little baby, time for your relationship, nice girlfriend, and also even have a nice hobby. "How do you do all that?" "Are you busy?" These are questions that I often get asked! So far it works out to combine, but I keep saying to  myself that it is a temporary phase and that it will improve as Leana gets older. I realize very well that a balanced combination of work and family is something that you have to work on very hard  as a couple together and that it is all very vulnerable! My hardworking independent soul mate does his best to take care of Leana in addition to his busy job and to help out where he can so that I can occasionally follow a nice evening class or make time for my aerial hoop / burlesque hobby. Our household is far from perfect. And yes, sometimes I really need time for myself and that's okay.